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Sunday, August 12, 2012
Friday, August 03, 2012
AUGUST RANT, RANT AND RANT
August is a terrible month for me. Like seriously.
6/8/12 - Submission of Open Day proposal
7/8/12 - Presentation for PSD
8/8/12 - ARYLA briefing
10/8/12 - Chem E Car competition (OMG THE BIG DAY!!!)
11/8/12 - NACES essay submission
14/8/12 - PPE Test 1
16/8/12 - PPE assignment 2 due, submission of Club Renewal proposal
17/8/12 - PSD assignment 1 due, ARYLA camp
18/8/12 - ARYLA camp
19/8/12 - ARYLA camp
20/8/12 - ARYLA camp
24/8/12 - PMT mid-term
26/8/12 - Hua's surprise b'day celebration at Damai + beachwear photoshoot for the party
**hello please do not forget I still need to STUDY despite my busy schedule. Consistency is the only way to do well in finals (this is UNIVERSITY, not SPM).
Sometimes, I asked myself this: Was I the one who brought upon all these? Hectic lifestyle with a maximum sleeping hours of five per day.
THAT WAS THE REASON WHY I WANTED TO LOSE WEIGHT FAST LAST MONTH!!!Looking at my tight deadlines and schedule for this month, my diet will definitely yo-yo from a bar of Snickers to three servings of rice. Worst, I will have very scarce amount of free time to exercise and lose weight. About eating habits, when I am stressed or doing something that requires racking of brains, I EAT to make sure my brain keeps moving. So expect a chubby Jessie in swimwear in Damai, I shall say ==""
I know I have always want to live healthily because a peaceful mind comes from a healthy body. Seeing how Seohyun lives truly inspire me. But seriously, it is hard to keep a healthy lifestyle when you have this crazy kind of schedule. Say goodbye to hourglass figure. Say goodbye to improved stamina (I almost reached to a stage where I can last longer while doing cardio compared to usual and now because I have not hitting the cardio gym for one week I am back to square one). I am weak ma. Easily get rusty.
I am not trying to give an excuse or what. I know I still look great despite the fact that I am chubby. Confidence, baby. Thing is, I do not want to do anything that damages my body and my mind. Take last night for example. I am happy to sip a glass of pina colada but not happy to drink bottles of beer. I don't mind drinking beer while chilling at the beach, but if possible I would prefer cocktails. Besides, beer and cocktails are equally fattening, so why settle for something which does not make me any happier? Meh. Long story short, I gained weight after eating bak kut teh, pizza and drinking tons of beer last night. Shockingly fast.
I should stop ranting and start finding information regarding reactor network synthesis for my PSD presentation. Meh.
I dislike Chemical Engineering more and more as I continue studying, but I do not wish to quit halfway after holding on for so far already.
A friend of mine is right about me. I cannot lose weight unless I hire a personal trainer who monitors my diet and my workout, who manages my schedule to fit in an hour or two of exercise and advises me on my diet. Meh. I have the willpower, but I am tired. Way tired. Tired of having to juggle with both stress in my brain and me stressing to lose weight despite the schedule. I am tired with the dilemma. God why do I even agree for bikini thing? Okay I admit it is just an excuse. My main reason is to lose weight and get out of my comfort zone of staying plump. I know I will look greater and healthier if I lose weight and keep fit. Imagine the fun of taking part in sports activities. I have always wanted to but my weak physical state and my slow reflexes somehow stopped me and killed my enthusiasm towards sports. I like playing futsal. I used to play with my brother when we were young. I enjoy badminton too. Used to play a lot of that with friends. I like swimming. It makes me feel like a fish. Basketball is nice too, but I get injured more than I score because I am heavy and slow and cannot throw far simply because my arms are weak.
Point is, if I can someday break my comfort zone and become a more athletic (ok lah, not necessarily an athlete but at least healthier and fitter than now). Then I can take part in sports and can help people instead of bringing them down.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...................wish I joined tae-kwon-do with friends when I was in secondary school.
Wish I am taking media or journalism course. Or at least some commerce-related courses. Then my life would be so much better. Engineering do not earn as much as an entrepreneur, so why bother racking so much of my brain cells and four dreading years only to work in outskirts and earn only a few thousand dollars per month? =(
6/8/12 - Submission of Open Day proposal
7/8/12 - Presentation for PSD
8/8/12 - ARYLA briefing
10/8/12 - Chem E Car competition (OMG THE BIG DAY!!!)
11/8/12 - NACES essay submission
14/8/12 - PPE Test 1
16/8/12 - PPE assignment 2 due, submission of Club Renewal proposal
17/8/12 - PSD assignment 1 due, ARYLA camp
18/8/12 - ARYLA camp
19/8/12 - ARYLA camp
20/8/12 - ARYLA camp
24/8/12 - PMT mid-term
26/8/12 - Hua's surprise b'day celebration at Damai + beachwear photoshoot for the party
**hello please do not forget I still need to STUDY despite my busy schedule. Consistency is the only way to do well in finals (this is UNIVERSITY, not SPM).
Sometimes, I asked myself this: Was I the one who brought upon all these? Hectic lifestyle with a maximum sleeping hours of five per day.
THAT WAS THE REASON WHY I WANTED TO LOSE WEIGHT FAST LAST MONTH!!!Looking at my tight deadlines and schedule for this month, my diet will definitely yo-yo from a bar of Snickers to three servings of rice. Worst, I will have very scarce amount of free time to exercise and lose weight. About eating habits, when I am stressed or doing something that requires racking of brains, I EAT to make sure my brain keeps moving. So expect a chubby Jessie in swimwear in Damai, I shall say ==""
I know I have always want to live healthily because a peaceful mind comes from a healthy body. Seeing how Seohyun lives truly inspire me. But seriously, it is hard to keep a healthy lifestyle when you have this crazy kind of schedule. Say goodbye to hourglass figure. Say goodbye to improved stamina (I almost reached to a stage where I can last longer while doing cardio compared to usual and now because I have not hitting the cardio gym for one week I am back to square one). I am weak ma. Easily get rusty.
I am not trying to give an excuse or what. I know I still look great despite the fact that I am chubby. Confidence, baby. Thing is, I do not want to do anything that damages my body and my mind. Take last night for example. I am happy to sip a glass of pina colada but not happy to drink bottles of beer. I don't mind drinking beer while chilling at the beach, but if possible I would prefer cocktails. Besides, beer and cocktails are equally fattening, so why settle for something which does not make me any happier? Meh. Long story short, I gained weight after eating bak kut teh, pizza and drinking tons of beer last night. Shockingly fast.
I should stop ranting and start finding information regarding reactor network synthesis for my PSD presentation. Meh.
I dislike Chemical Engineering more and more as I continue studying, but I do not wish to quit halfway after holding on for so far already.
A friend of mine is right about me. I cannot lose weight unless I hire a personal trainer who monitors my diet and my workout, who manages my schedule to fit in an hour or two of exercise and advises me on my diet. Meh. I have the willpower, but I am tired. Way tired. Tired of having to juggle with both stress in my brain and me stressing to lose weight despite the schedule. I am tired with the dilemma. God why do I even agree for bikini thing? Okay I admit it is just an excuse. My main reason is to lose weight and get out of my comfort zone of staying plump. I know I will look greater and healthier if I lose weight and keep fit. Imagine the fun of taking part in sports activities. I have always wanted to but my weak physical state and my slow reflexes somehow stopped me and killed my enthusiasm towards sports. I like playing futsal. I used to play with my brother when we were young. I enjoy badminton too. Used to play a lot of that with friends. I like swimming. It makes me feel like a fish. Basketball is nice too, but I get injured more than I score because I am heavy and slow and cannot throw far simply because my arms are weak.
Point is, if I can someday break my comfort zone and become a more athletic (ok lah, not necessarily an athlete but at least healthier and fitter than now). Then I can take part in sports and can help people instead of bringing them down.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...................wish I joined tae-kwon-do with friends when I was in secondary school.
Wish I am taking media or journalism course. Or at least some commerce-related courses. Then my life would be so much better. Engineering do not earn as much as an entrepreneur, so why bother racking so much of my brain cells and four dreading years only to work in outskirts and earn only a few thousand dollars per month? =(
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